I just got back...
 

from the wake. the people at the funeral home did a great job and the bible readings were very touching. Thats saying a lot because I dont even go to church. I talked to his parents and told them how much phil meant to me. I was amazed at how many people were there. We could only fit about half of everyone in the funeral home so I left after I paid my respects. the fire department was there dressed in uniform. It was beautiful.

I'm not doing to great right now, I'll just start crying out of nowhere but I guess thats normal. I was doing fine until they started playing Metallica's cover of turn the page, then I started crying. thanks to everyone how has been supportive, it really helps.

remember, grieving is a process and you have to allow it time to complete.

i retract what i said b4 about never losing a friend, last year around spring break my ex-g/fs sister died, i wasnt close with her but it was really sad. hang in there bro, were here for you..

^^^^what he said

hang in there buddy, we're all here for ya if you need us too

sorry for your loss

if you need anything we got your back bro. you got my number, gimme a call anytime

Sounds like you lost a friend...been there, done that. It's a long process. You're going to have your good days and your bad days. Just remember that in time things heal. You really have to find that balance between remembering that friend and moving on.

I don't know the circumstances because I just joined but I'm sorry for your loss.

dont worry about it bro, cause in the end your still the man.

It'll take time to heal, broh. "Letting it all out" is part of the process. Just holla at me if ya need anything.
Peace,
u bob

what everyone else said. my cell number is a PM away. sometimes you need someone who's a little more experienced to yack at. in that case, give ol' unstable bob a call. :mrgreen:

or if you want someone good looking to call, my phone number is a pm away as well

Like it's been said, you've got my number, give me a call if ya want to

ew.

just... ew. how could you possibly be thinking of getting some ass when the kid's in this much pain? let him heal a little, then hit on him. :mrgreen:

yeah hi, you mind not blowing up my spot? :lol:

:lol: jake, you're too much!

I got a chance to talk to some more people about everything thats happened and it has helped a lot. I'm still not in a good modd, but thats to be expected.

it takes time bro, i'm still dealing with my mom's passing from 3 years ago. one day at a time is all you can do.

yeah, mom's passing is harder than most. funny thing is, my gra'mom hit me harder than my mom's death. i guess i was just closer to gra'mom.

each death is an individual case, no two are alike and they most always catch you by surprise - even if you're expecting them. they all take time to heal, too. and they all do heal, eventually.