[Trans Am Chick]

my mom and my stepdad work for njtransit. and i have a few pennies that were flattened by trains... ive also seen a train be derailed (a controled derailment) but none the less. its sad how ppl think things like that are so funny. they can cause a lot of damage. as for suicides using trains... theyre not pretty. few years ago when my mom used to work the midnight shift my bro and i would alwayz walk to the train station with her and then walk back and go to sleep. this one night. a lady sat there at the ramsey station for about 20 min. totally alone just stairing at the ground. when the train comes. it was the express.. she jumps out in front of the train. her gutz splattered everywhere. it was really gross. worst part is that the they couldnt find all her body parts.... here eyes were missing... and the entire body (even if its in pieces) needs to be found before the train can leave the station. the train engineer reaches under the train to check a fuse or sumthing and finds her eyes somewhat melted together... reallly nasty sight to see as like a 9/10 year old. i cant imagine what was running thru my bro's head. he was only 5/6. i dont have much simpathy for people who try ending theyre life. i gues i sort of have a been there done that kind of attitude towards it. theres a lot in life to live for. but if you dont think so... then do the best that you can not to affect others... that guy was just brainless for killing the other people after deciding not to kill himself. hes gunna need sum serious help...