[Ian]

from the wake. the people at the funeral home did a great job and the bible readings were very touching. Thats saying a lot because I dont even go to church. I talked to his parents and told them how much phil meant to me. I was amazed at how many people were there. We could only fit about half of everyone in the funeral home so I left after I paid my respects. the fire department was there dressed in uniform. It was beautiful.

I'm not doing to great right now, I'll just start crying out of nowhere but I guess thats normal. I was doing fine until they started playing Metallica's cover of turn the page, then I started crying. thanks to everyone how has been supportive, it really helps.