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Originally Posted by Firebird67dude
Sorry to hear that. To add to the sadness, this girl i've been frineds with for a few yrs killed herself early this morning. She called me very early all upset. Her parents are going thrugh a very horrible divorce. She called me crying and there was soming differant in her voice. For the past two weeks she has called me everynight and we would talk for about 2 hrs. Last night was differant. Her voice and attitude seemed like she made a decision. I talked to her for about 20 mins. Then her fone lost service. I kept trying to call back but i couldnt get her. After about 6 calls to her, i called 911. I feel bad. Normally when shes like that while I'm on the fone talking to her I drive to her house. Being that I legally cant drive I was stuck. No I look back the hours and I feel like an *******. I should of went up there. I feel that its my fault cuz I couldnt or basicly decided not to go up there. Normally she did talk about it so then i'd already be there and talk to her and help her out. After she talked to me she'd always feel alot better and she would let all the stuff go. Its amazing how just talking to ppl., even more, just actually truely listening to what someone says can change an outcome.
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im sorry to hear that tim. be strong man, i know its hard to lose a peer. i saw some very strong people lose their composure this week and its unfortunate. keep your head up, she probably wouldnt wanna see you like this.